I'm really only on this site trying to get my name and services out there, you know, gain some exposure. My financial situation's probably the worst it's ever been and I really need my commission load to increase, or you know, actually exist, in order to supplement my bare bones, IRL pay checks.
I can see from one of my last updates, it was 2012 and I was just going back to college.
Well, now it's 2014 and I'm nowhere near where I was then.
I live way up in Northern Ontario now, where's -40 is a "nice day". I work all the time, am overly tired, and am turning 25 this year.
I got my first Deviantart account when I was 14 going on 15, nearly 10 years ago, and here's where I am now.
I was reading through the journal entries on one of my oldest accounts, they are cringe-worthy and I hope to never have children, because I will spend their teen years having bouts of public second-hand embarrassment for their shitty tastes and clothes and everything that's god awful about children trying to act like adults, but with less of a grip on their emotional psychosis.
The next time you see a real update on this journal (this does not include commission information journals) will probably be when I'm 30 or something and I do the whole look back 15 years ago and try not to punch yourself in the face thing.
I'm off now, to go ruminate about my life, see ya.